new year ahead

i woke up early this morning
thinking that today is a very special day
once today is over,
a new year is here....
wow..that was fast...
a year has past!!!!
amazing..but why?
why will time past so fast??
why cant time stop
at momments that we like?
are we suppose to be sad?
or are we suppose to be happy?
i really have no idea...
sad,because of getting a year older
and working even harder...
and also becoming a teen,
makes me miss the younger days
where i played very hard
and having so much fun with frens and family...
also,there will be no more childrens' day
for me to celebrate...
happy,because a new year is coming
and that makes you start fresh again...
and also,growing an age older
making you more mature...
no more childrens' day but youth day...
so?conclusion?
happy or sad,you shall decide on your own....
for me?i am still in dilema...:D