A NEW YEAR

hey.today is the last day of 2007.
whether is good or bad, after tonight, 2007 is history.
expect good things and treasure the good and sweet memories of 2007.
surely good and wealth will come our way in 2008.
let's hope for the very best things and it will happen.
all the best and the best is on the way to us.
let's wake up with a smile tmr morning,welcoming the year 2008!

Happy New Year ppl!

Farewell party

today we had a farewell party for my senior, kimberly!hahaha
we went to hui yun's hse.
we wanted to go to marina bay to have some buffet but then marina bay was under some renovation.
i was the only sec 1 girl.cos the rest not free.
jasmine got tuition so cannot.and becos of jasmine cannot make it then dionis dun wan go.
then jt the babe cannot go.jessie also.
so left me.everytime only me.sads
anyway, we watch nanny diaries.nice!hahaha.
so thats the end of it!hehehe:)

:)

hi!i have nothing to say.
i changed my blogskin!yeah!hahaha..is it nice?
hahaha.watever.today had training.in sch.
woke up at 7, met jt and jas for breakfast.
tmr also have.so tmr we will be meeting the same time again!
hahaha...ok.i gtg do my reflections.stupid thing.dunno what to write lor.
anyway,this is a short post.hahaha.
good bye!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

hello ppl!!!

let me wish you all a

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

圣诞节快乐！！！

malaysia

hey!!!i am back from malaysia yesterday!hahahha...had lots of good food...hahaha...getting fatter and then i have to get back my stamina....must train hard le!!!miss a lot of training le....saddening.
i went to parkway yesterday...saw pearly!!!my old classmate.hahaha..long time no see her le...
hahaha...talk to her for a while...then go home le...hahaha..
today i went to queensway...my mama classmate from malaysia bought me a pair of adidas shoe..hahaha...thanks!!!love it.its the superstar series.hahaha...yeah!!!got new shoe for a new year!!!hahhaha...i couldent get any pics cos i didnt bring my phone or a camera.hahaha.

spend 3 days in KL then 4 days in penang the from penang took bus back to KL then drive back to singapore...me and my dad.brother and mother went back to singapore on the day we go to penang.cos they have important things to do.hahaha
oh ya..on the third day i think i had coffee at night.then the next morning i started puking.
went to the docs.she said then it was acid or smth.i couldent eat anything that day.whatever i eat,i will vomit it out.i tried eating porridge.cos have to have my medicine.
but then i vomit it out.some of it came out from my nose.hahahha...ewww.... :/
no choice.felt bad that day.then after that i started having a fever.went to slp at 10 but then dunno why woke up at 1 and then i was ok le...but then i went back to slp again.
the next day had porridge.all diff kinds of porridge.hahaha...whole day.PORRIDGE.

yeah..thats all.i gotta go do hw!!!hahaha....must be more hardworking next year le!!!must chiong.dunno whether i would follow what i say...hahaha....okok..gotta go!bye!

PENANG!!

hello everybody...
i am in malaysia now!!hehehe...i am in penang now.my father's hometown.
just had my dinner...very full...hahha....today i left KL at 11?
then reach here about 5 plus.stop at Ipoh to have lunch.:)
then when i reach penang,i went to have kauy tiao teng.
very very nice!!!wasnt very hungry but my grandpapa want to eat.so he kinda of drag me along?
hahaha....so i went to eat with my dada and grandpapa.hahaha.
so we stayed at home for a while..about 2 hrs?t
then they say "let's go for dinner."
wanted to have steamboat but then it wasnt open.
so we went to eat a lot of things just opp the steamboat stall.
i ate smth that i haven never eaten in my like before.
its called the PIG BRAIN.
its squishy,soft,smooth and no taste.taste very funny....:/
ok.tell you all later..bye...

omg...i can never imagine...:)

hello!yesterday is my happiest day of my life!thanks to jade wee!and show luo zhi xiang,xiao zhu.
i went for the autograph session and queue for like 2 hours?with jade.played her DS while waiting.
shook his hand got his signature,i LOVE today!hahaha...

i called jade the day before.asking if she was free yesterday.then she said yes.
so i asked her if she wanted to go out.then she said yes.hahaha...
so first we were suppose to meet at 1 pm..but then in the end,we met at 1.30.
then we walk into raffles city and then we went into sushi teh to have lunch...haha.
then later we decided to go sing K!haha...K Box.it was fun!2 of us.hahaha
then it turn out quite cheap.then later it was the first time that the person came in and chase us out cos we dont want go out.
so after that we went out and it was 7.
so we headed our way to bishan.it was very crowded at cityhall mrt station.cos everyone is going to orchad.hahha.so we reach bishan then we started queuing.
then we went up,saw him,shook hands and got his signature.LOVE it...hehe:)very very happy!
thanks jade!

then after it ended,it was 11...haha.so i went home by mrt.
tmr i will be heading to MALAYSIA!...to attend a wedding dinner then few days in KL and then some days in PENANG.

i never thought i will be shaking his hands,getting his autograph and seeing him in person.
i think i was kinda out of my mind.i never thought it would really happen.never!even in my dreams.jade was shocked that she even followed me when she was even his fan..haha..
my next target is to go his concert.hahaha..
if not is go to his shop and buy a shirt and a jacket.
i cant think of anything more.but i think maybe it would not happen....but i hope it will!!!
hahaha...i will upload the pics when i am back.hehe..!!

DHSBT CHALET

yesterday went training.then after trng ms fang was "asking" us to go for the bbq at aranda.
the dhsbt chalet!i wrote it on my calendar but the others also never like mention it..so i thought not going.anyway,it was more of "forcing".hahaha...jkjk...cos she keep on quan4 us.say must bond or smth...haha..then she say she can talk to our parents...she talk to jessie,jt and dionis parents i think.but she didnt talk to mine.hahhaa.there was no need to..hahaha..jkjk..

i very guai one...jessie was so happy..haha..then i went home bathe then met jt at mrt then go..
so by the time we reach home from trng already 6+ .
then jessie say can fetch all of us from pasir ris to aranda.we met at pasir ris 7.35 but me and jt late..sorry!!we met at 7.15, but still like take more time than that lor.
anyway,I was wondering whether i shld still go when i reach home...
cos it started raining..then i call jt then she say just go..so i just go.hahaha..

when we were at the kembangan station,we saw a woman..very very funny...
she very de funny...she was like damn rushed for time.
stand at the mrt station, look at her watch and stomp her foot.
very funny, then after that she come sit down beside me and tzelin.
she said 'shit!', than walk up to see the train coming already a not.
then come back and 'shit!', then walk back again..hahaha..
me and jt see then we laugh.haha.cos it was really funny.
but never laugh towards her,later she go crazy..hahaha
we were discussing where she rushing to haha.if she alight at tahna merah then she going to airport..haha..then she alighted at simei...i wonder where is she rushing to.

went to whitesands there and saw dionis in the taxi already waiting...sorry..
we reached aranda and tried finding our way to 2313.
lol, we reach there early leh.
only qianhui they all and hoe shuen and his sister.
when we went there,then i thought the bbq started le..then got food to eat..
but then who knows,reach there,they haven done anything.haha..yih sin say they just reach.but anyway,they went down and tried to start the fire...
the we ate beehoon.is wendy the ah ma cook one i think.
they were quarrelling over who cook one.
first wendy say she cook, then qianhui say..then chelsea(sorry if spell wrongly) say..
but the beehoon nice lah, i very hungry so i ate quite a lot.hahhaha..

sec2s came, then we play cards.
played cheat and tai ti.cos there were 8 people..then i pair with ct then jiu hui pair with cl then dionis pair with jt then jessie pair with hoe shuen sis called zi jie,she will be joining dunman high next year.than we play until very high..hahha...keep on laughing cos cheng ting keep on opening the cards.. open cards until got so many cards, got two piles..hahaha..then in the end we lost.hahhaa...but then when we play tai ti i think then we got second the we very high..hahaha...
then after a while,the people who went down wanting to start the fire came up.cos it started raining.
we were watching tian1 tang2 niao3...live again.last episode i think.then ct,cl and jiu hui wanted to watch..but then miss fang ask us all go out and eat.
she treated all of us to burger king!!thanks miss fang!!!a lot of money leh...thank you!!
then we must go burger king to eat le lor.
and ms fang treat lor..so expensive..thank you miss fang!
we all sit beside james they all.
and you know james,he keep taking our chilli sauce and fries and tissue..hahaha..
he took two packets of fries.but since he like taking it so much, then we throw all the sundae and pie all to their table.haha..
then james was like introducing us to our senior.called sze jing i think.it shld be spelled like that..haha..not sure..
jessie is jessie.
tzelin is tzelin.
then jeng teng was jt.cos of jt always go james blog and tag.'j(DOT)t'
hahaha...
dionis must remember as mayonnaise..hahaha...
then he couldnt really remember my name..keep on forgetting...

then after that i bet with dionis i know the senior called sze jing the name.and then i won!!!hahaha...thanks!!!
then after that jessie ask us if we can you say money without putting your lips together?
i tried...very funny.hahaha..then i test her back...if she could say close without ending it without putting your teeth together.hahaha...then after that i fetch jt home.

the wedding dinner.

hello hello!yesyerday was my God Cousin's wedding dinner!went to shangrila(dunno how spell)hotel i think.before that i went for training.wasnt happy with my performance.it was BAD..didnt play well..i ended early today then went back home.didnt eat anything...so was really hungry before the dinner..but the dinner was great!hahas.i will upload the pics that i took soon i guess..
hahaha....there is training later!at 2..haha...加油！

the golden compass is great!

hello!!!today very very happy...hehehe...
this morning,i went to my God cousin's hse..cos he is getting married...hehe!congrats...
i was kinda nervous when it was my turn to say some lines..um..dunno how to say la...but dunno why when it was my turn i was a bit scared.hahaha.but anyway,got ang bao..hahaha...

so after the serving session ended,we we went to eat lunch.buffet...then later went into the room then went to sort of rest?hahha..but anyway,i was kinda high when i was resting..hahha..i starting singing!hehehe...then after we got bored then we went out to peel all the prawn shells.hahaha.then my parents went home and i stayed there cos sharon(my God cousin the real cousin)dad will fetch me home cos stay very near.

so we plan to go out.hahah...then we plan for very long...VERY long.then in the end we went out to northpoint to watch movie!THE GOLDEN COMPASS....not bad!some parts very exciting...hahaha..then i ate popcorn..it was kinda cold.my hands and feet..but dunno why not my body..hahhaa...then 1 kor kor say i fat...hmph!fine i am fat...hahaha...good insulator -_-
then after that we went to eat swensen!my third time into swensen.

first time was in 2005 when i went to pierce my ear then my aunty see i never cry then bring me go swensen...hahaha..

second time was with my teamate jasmine.we went in then not enough money pay..hahaha.sort of 5 cent.we went to eat topless 5.

third time is this time!hehhe...last 2 times is eat the ice cream..but then this time i went to eat the main course!heheh....NICE!hahaha...
then later we went back to my God Cousin hse.then we play games then now i am back home!!posting...tmr is the wedding dinner....but i am still going for training then go for the dinner...hehhee...must exercise cos today i ate too much!hehehe...:)

all that i want to say :|

this is an emo post.but its all that i want to say.you may think that i am crazy after reading this post.

i just came back from my 'cousin' 's hse...it was very lively!a lot of people...cos her eldest bro is getting married...congrats!

anyway, these few days, live at home isnt that good... cos my temper not very good too..

but anyway, when i was in their hse, i started observing...their hse was filled with noise,laughter,talking..i started comparing with mine...it was very different.
these few months and days,after watching some 偶像剧 and seeing ppl..i suddenly wish that my family could be a very very close one...
i have my a brother that isnt close to me...we seldom talk...rarely...this is a very sad thing...VERY!
i look at my brother and my relationship and then i look at others...especially my 'cousin' and her brother...they were very close!this made me kind of 羡慕.how i wish!that me and my bro could be close..it seems that we are 有血缘关系的陌生人.my real cousins are in malaysia and then even if i go back and see them,we cant really communicate well..haha..its seems that i can only share secrets or things with my friends..
some ppl will say they always quarrel with their siblings or their siblings will bully them but then i think is better than mine..we dont talk.not exactly but he only talk when he wants to borrow things pr ask me things.this is PATHETIC!:/
its my wish that i could have a very nice brother.ppl say its the age gap.cos we are 8 years apart.but then other people have siblings that are 10 years or maybe even longer years apart.
but still they are close.my mum is pissed with me these few days...i dunno why.maybe its my problem but i dunno.how can i be a better daughter.listen to her?follow all her instructions?ALL?how can i bring the relationship between my bro and i closer?HOW?
I WONDER HOW.
i always wanted a family that is very 幸福 and will 然人羡慕的家庭.
i dont have any talent.i am not good in anything.not in studies,not in sports,and whatever you can think of.i thought God made every single one out becos of a reason?then what is mine?the reason that he made me.i really want to know:(
what can i do?or what am i suppose to do?i am really loss at times.really.